In exactly ten days my baby girl is going to be two.
TWO!. Can you believe that? Time has sincerely flown by, and when I say it feels like just yesterday that we were bringing Grace home from the hospital, all bundled up in her cute little new-born outfit, it’s because it does.
Somehow our itty bitty, soft, sleepy, beauty of a newborn has turned into a climbing (on things she’s not supposed to), talking, singing, energetic, creative, messy ball of a toddler, and I am left wondering where in tarnation did all of that time go?
Seriously, when people constantly tell you (as they will) that your children grow up too quickly, it is absolutely, 100% true.
With Grace’s birthday so close, I’ve been thinking of re-posting her birth story. I went back and re-read it the other day and got all sappy. I am terrible at writing things down when I should, but I am really happy I preserved that day in writing.
Because I had planned to post Grace’s birth story anyway, I thought I’d participate in the “Preparing for a Little One Birth Story Link Up” at http://www.wifessionals.com/.
Here’s the letter I wrote for Grace’s baby book to record the story of her birth:
So, we went home and settled in for a day of relaxation and T.V. At around 11:30 I began to feel contractions. They didn’t really hurt, and so I told your dad they were most likely Braxton Hicks because I had been having those since around 30 weeks. So, we continued to watch T.V. About an hour later, I began to time them. Everything I read said to wait until your contractions were about five minutes apart before heading to the hospital. My body is made kind of funny, and so at 20 weeks the doctor discovered something that made preterm labor, and quick labor, a bigger possibility for me than most (In fact, your mother had to muscle through 20 weeks of shots in her hips to make sure you’d stay put until you were healthy and your body was ready to join the world. You were worth it though:). Our doctor had said that if we wanted to come in once they were ten minutes apart we could.
Once the afternoon rolled around, we were at ten minutes, so we started to pack. By 5:30, they were five minutes a part, and we were on the road! I wasn’t sure if I would be the type of person who would want to be touched and massaged while I was in labor. During those incredibly long, and somewhat frightening labor classes we took to be prepared for your arrival, the teacher introduced different massage techniques. I love massages, so I have to admit, a part of me was excited to be able to ask your Dad for massages non stop. I learned on the car ride to the hospital, when the contractions really began to be painful, that I was NOT the touchy/massage during labor kind of woman. Your dad was expecting the possibility of this, so he didn’t have hurt feelings.
Once we arrived at the hospital, they registered us, and brought us to our room in triage. They checked my contractions and some other things, and decided (even though my contractions were about five minutes apart) that they couldn’t admit us just yet. They suggested walking the hallways for an hour and they directed us where to go. So, we walked, and we walked, and we walked. And, as we walked, we slowly watched the minute hand on the clock tick by.(Funny story: While we were walking, another couple was doing the same thing. You could tell the woman was on a mission! She had a determined look on her face and was huffing and puffing away, madly marching the hallway, while her husband stood by eating out of a bag of fast food! Oh, it made your dad and I laugh. Your dad did not stand by while I walked. In fact, he walked each step of the way, lending me his shoulder when a contraction came on, making me laugh when I grew impatient of walking and waiting.)When we made it back to triage, it was nearly 8. My contractions were three minutes apart, I were dilated to a five, and we were on our way to being admitted!
I had planned to have pain meds. Never was there a time when I wanted a natural labor. If that’s the route that you decide to go when it comes time to have your own children, I will support you 100%, but it was not the route for your mom. I had done my research early on and talked to my doctor to make sure you’d be safe and alert when you arrived (and you were!).
In triage they offered me an epidural, but I said no. The contractions weren’t THAT bad, and for whatever reason, I decided to hold off (not sure what I was thinking:).Once we made it to our room, things moved really quickly. The doctor came in at 8:30/9 and checked everything out, broke my water without much warning, and really jump started everything. I asked for the epidural then, and I’m glad that I did, because you were on your way. We waited for the anesthesiologist, and then for the medicine to take effect, and then we began to push. The epidural took the edge off, but I was still able to feel each contraction. Your daddy had a look of shock on his face from the time they broke my water on:) I’m not sure how long we pushed, but at one point we stopped to wait for the doctor, and then there you were!
They immediately laid you on my stomach while Daddy cut the cord. I was so enamored and taken by you, that I didn’t even notice I was crying until your Daddy told me I was later. I remember as they handed you to me that I said, “But I’m not sure what to do!” and then you were in my arms and it clicked, the whole world falling into place.
They cleaned you up, and weighed and measured you. Six pounds and fourteen ounces, 20 inches long. Daddy held you for a bit, and your aunt, and then we made our way upstairs for the night.
I was so excited to have you. You daddy and I fell in love with you immediately. From the minute you were in my arms I couldn’t imagine a world without you in it. In the birth class that we took, they suggested sending your baby to the nursery so that you could rest. In class, that made sense. Once you get home, there won’t be nurses to help when you’re tired. But when it came down to it, once you were there and in my arms, I couldn’t let you out of my sight. During the time you were in the hospital you spent a total of maybe 2 and a half hours in the nursery. Once, on the night you were born, when you began to choke up amniotic fluid, and one other time, when I decided to take a nap. That last time, you were gone thirty minutes before I sent daddy back in to get you. I didn’t want to waste a moment away from you.
I spent that first night holding you and staring down at your face. I had dreamed about that moment, never being able to clearly picture what you looked like, and then there you were, it all made sense, like I had been picturing you all along.
You changed our lives baby girl! You have made our lives so rich and so full! I am so happy and proud to be your mother. I’m so grateful that I was entrusted with you.
You turn one in two days. It has gone by so fast that it’s frightening! How quickly will the next year go? The next 10? 20? I love you my Gracie Girl! I am looking forward to it all, every minute!
Love With All of My Heart,